im not really sure what im supposed to write here, i just want a space of my own to share meaning, observation, and thought. social media is indefinitely a dumpster fire where nuance goes to die, and if you find yourself coming across this little bit of text squirelled away in the recesses of the web, i applaud and invite you. currently im at a bit of an impass. my body is finally coming into alignemnt. i feel that ive begun to find my aesthetic tools, but as if a message is lacking. i try not to be too hard on myself but at times i wonder what im even saying... and why?
i hate clean answers and i dont need myself or my work to be one, yet what is worse is hollow proclamations. all of these explorations are to come. the waterfall flows backwards already, and we need to shelter. the future excites and terrifies me, and the butterflies in my stomach brandish switchblades. stick around for more of whatever i end up doing, and hold yourself, each other, and what grounds you tight to your chest.
with love,
eamon
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